Borderline

There is a boy from Virginia Who is waiting for me In Chicago The only girl I'll ever love Took a part of me Out to San Francisco And my best friend is up in Heaven At least that's what I hope But I can't visit any of them Cuz I am way too scared and broke SO why-y-y-y-y Do I-i-i-i-i Always try to not get better Why-y-y-y Do I-i-i-i-i Always seem to never ever fall At the right time Borderline I am borderline And what that means is that I want to die Like all the time so I hide my eyes Cuz I'm supposed to be a boy And I'm not supposed to cry I am scared I'm gonna die old, and lonely Or worse I just go out young, and unhappy So why Do I Always try to not get better Why Do I Always seem to never ever fall At the right time There is someone out there who needs me to stick Around I gotta find my own reasons To keep myself Out of the ground It gets really hard cuz there are days Where dying is all I think about It gets really hard but I've got people Who are all around I hear them shout Don't do it Keep going It gets better You know it It's just a season Of healing You'll find your reason So just keep breathing Don't do it Keep going It gets better You know it It's just a season Of healing You'll find your reason So just keep breathing Don't do it Keep going It gets better You know it It's just a season Of healing You'll find your reason So just keep breathing Just keep breathing Just keep breathing