Boy???

I am afraid of loving you Cuz I am afraid you're gonna leave real soon So I'm gonna stay at my house tonight Where nothing can harm me except the light I think a lot about taking my life Even if it's not mine to take I always thought I would be your wife But I guess I made a mistake Cuz I like Nail polish and glitter under my Eyes and lipstick sometimes And I don't like the way you make me Hide like, like I don't deserve to be alive I am a boy with question marks at the end And I don't know what you thought you Signed up for But I can't Play pretend that I can be The husband of your dreams I know I look the part But that man, he isn't me I am Gonna be someone who makes me Happy I can't be with someone who makes me Lonely With someone who says that I am weak I am here I am queer And I've had a few too many beers I know it I am far from Perfect I am not, a problem child I'm worth it I am worth it I am a boy with question marks at the end And I don't know what you thought you Signed up for But I can't Play pretend that I can be The husband of your dreams I know I look the part But that man, he isn't me I am a boy with question marks at the end And I don't know what you thought you Signed up for But I can't Play pretend that I can be The husband of your dreams I know I look the part But that man, he isn't me