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JTK Blood, sweat, and tears what I shed, sleepless nights in my bed They only love you when you shining, I won't let it get to my head Got a lil' one on the way, now I gotta do this shit for my kid Havin' conversations with the sky and I meant everything that I said For my family, gotta build a legacy, I'ma be the man when I'm dead Worked too hard, I can't slip up, so I'm clutching tight on this lead Naw, I ain't a killer, but don't push me, I'm too close to the edge Is what it is, ain't no looking back Don't regret the things that I did, ayy System got the hood fucked up Killers, crack fiends, and some Christians Lil' nigga, all he know is bang, only 16, on a mission, ayy Drug money, out there serving fiends only time he show his ambition Kid on the way, mama's bills late, gotta hustle hard, gotta get it Block was slow so he had to rob just to make 'em smile on Christmas Caught a case Judge ain't tryna hear all the things influenced my decisions Hate to follow rules Elementary school all started off with suspensions If it weren't for rapping Where would I be? I just thank God that I'm gifted Made it to the top and I stood up First I had to crawl in them trenches We got hate in us, tryna murder somethin' Runnin' through the field, hoppin' fences They left blood stains on our corner, gotta spin back with a vengeance Glock discharge, it's a man down, real gang members handle business Blood, sweat, and tears what I shed, sleepless nights in my bed They only love when you shining, I won't let it get to my head Got a lil' one on the way, now I gotta do this shit for my kid Havin' conversations with the sky and I meant everything that I said For my family, gotta build a legacy, I'ma be the man when I'm dead Worked too hard, I can't slip up, so I'm clutching tight on this lead Naw, I ain't a killer, but don't push me, I'm too close to the edge Is what it is Ain't no looking back, don't regret the things that I did We some young niggas We don't give a fuck, knock a nigga head right off Bunch of hollow shells on that crime scene, it was DOA, white chalk I know real killers No remorse in 'em, proud of the bodies they caught Went through a lot and I'm only 20, it's a lot of things that I saw Shit left me cold on the inside, feelin' like I need to unthaw Was it to fill a void or acceptance? Lookin' at the things that I bought I still get depressed in my mansion Contemplating, deep in my thoughts I'm just glad that I'm still standing, it's a lot of demons I fought Voices in my head and that gun cocked, late night rides in all black Really come from nothin' I was on that block like the streets all that I got I done been snaked by my own kind, so who really watchin' my back? Know they want me gone, one up top, I'm a dead man if I lack Blood, sweat, and tears what I shed, sleepless nights in my bed They only love when you shining, I won't let it get to my head Got a lil' one on the way, now I gotta do this shit for my kid Havin' conversations with the sky and I meant everything that I said For my family, gotta build a legacy, I'ma be the man when I'm dead Worked too hard, I can't slip up, so I'm clutching tight on this lead Naw, I ain't a killer, but don't push me, I'm too close to the edge Is what it is, ain't no looking back Don't regret the things that I did, ayy