Rush to Spark

A gentle symmetry inside Is held together by a silent guide It comes on like a rush of sparks A million spotlights in the park meant to guide you through the dark Coming down, I clear my eyes Can you see what happened here? I wasted all my time My vision started to distort And I heard a voice say to me: "It's never going to be enough" Was I too much? Did I show my greed? (my greed) And did you finally get the pills you need? (you need) Reminds me of my cautiousness Along the way, I made my mess (my mess) Get back the symmetry we've lost In the fields, waiting to defrost It cuts through like a sharpened knife It's all I ever wanted in this life, to be bathed in golden light Coming down, I clear my eyes Can you see what happened here? I wasted my whole life My vision started to distort And I heard a voice say to me: "It's never going to be enough" Is it just a lie that keeps me hopeful for a second life? Everyone I've been and everyone I've known They're right in front of me I'm thankful for the lie that keeps me hopeful for a second life And everyone I've been, and everyone I've known They're right in front of me They're right in front of me