After Death

Am I gonna die here? How did I end up on this floor, unable to see clear? I've turned into someone I don't know The weight on my chest feels like this is the lowest life can go I'm buried inside my darkest fears Just curled up beside you in this hole I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home Think I blacked out when I saw your ghost I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up, messed up I'm a little messed up The memories haunt me They come out when I need you the most This isn't what you wanted, but it's what we got And I've turned into somebody I don't know The weight on my chest feels like I'm living in this hell alone I'm buried inside my darkest fears But the departed come and go I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home Think I blacked out when I saw your ghost I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home There's no way out, feel it in my bones I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up, messed up I'm a little messed up I've been living in a body shedding skin All the chemicals are pulsing through my blood Don't questions my beliefs, not here to make a speech Would you be angry at the daughter lately I've become? I know I'm breathing in a whole new life without you But daddy, I'm afraid I won't make it, I'll die too The doctors told me that I need to face the damage soon I'll only do it if I have to I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home Think I blacked out when I saw your ghost I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh I'm a little messed up lying here alone Got no place to run now, lookin' for a house that's a home There's no way out, feel it in my bones I'm a little messed up I'm a fucking mess after death, oh