Patience

Can't escape this endless cycle that won't stop spinning in my head And every night you somehow lure me right back to this regret And I hold my tongue You cut it out, and I can't accept I just can't accept this And you close the window tonight The cold still settles in And I cover up, and you see right through my argument And all the while you sit and wonder where I've been Can't seem to make this go away This never-ending price I pay And I've got hope for this 'Cause I know somehow, I'll see the light of day And every time I wake, I'm thinking of you Don't leave it up to me, or I'll close my eyes for good Sometimes I wish I could Sometimes I think I should Can't escape this endless cycle Stop fucking with my head And all my patience are running thin but I can't outrun all of my sins And my heart won't leave cement, but they'll say I did And I take it all You just break it off Still not giving up Can't seem to make this go away This never-ending price I pay And I've got hope for this 'Cause I know somehow, I'll see the light of day And every breath I take, I'm thinking of you Don't leave it up to me, or I'll hold my breath for good I just wish you knew I would I just wish you understood Can't escape this endless cycle that won't stop spinning in my head And every night you somehow lure me right back to this regret And I hold my tongue You cut it out, and I can't accept Why won't you forget? I want to forget