Harboring the Hurt I've Caused

I wrote a letter That I can never send We always thumb through The same story's end I know we're broken There's so much to mend But I've been lonely Stuck on a carousel Made out of driftwood And some crooked nails Because I'm a letdown Coming back around again Let me find what I've lost Repay what I've cost you Can you live with what I've done Will I ever be the one When there's a hole in your chest A poor attempt at my best And I'm only getting worse Whilе you're harboring the hurt I've caused There's an ocean We never seemed to cross Another problem that gets the best of us Because you're an island And I'm the undertone You want a family To try and build a home A pair of footprints painted on this stone But I can fix this Please don't let me go again Let me find what I've lost Repay what I've cost you Can you live with what I've done Will I ever be the one When there's a hole in your chest A poor attempt at my best And I'm only getting worse While you're harboring the hurt I've caused everything to break How much more can we take You gave it all you've got While I stole what could be bought Now I'm just like all the rest And it feels like second best Cause I'm only getting worse While you're harboring all the hurt I've caused