As I awaken
Same cold damp place
Same state of mind
Same depressing head space
As I lay there in bed
Wondering what to do today
Too much to do
Fuck all to say
Laying in bed
No ambitions today
Too much to do
But nothing to say
Paralyzed, numbed
Minds gone to hell
If I stay here in bed
Then at least I won't kill myself
This time I'll stay
In my mind's decay
This will be the day
That I'll be throwing my life away
I am throwing my life away
Bedside suicide
As I throw away the day
Flush my fucking life away
As I throw away the day
Just lay there and decay
As I throw away the day
Flush my fucking life away
As I throw away the day
No fucker's gonna miss me anyway
