Late to Work Again

I hate myself every morning From the moment I jump out of bed When I look at the screen Says it's now 10:15 Second time this week I'm late to work again So I clock in at 10:35 And everyone thought I was high Of course it's the day that I have another shift later So I hate myself every night When I know I should just go to sleep I should turn off the lights Lay down close my eyes There's no reason why I don't even have insomnia When it felt like I made Another promise I'd break I really expected to hate myself in the morning But I didn't hate myself in the morning Not for that, anyway And that's fine 'cause at least It's not another increase to the number of reasons I hate myself every morning I had fun at the show I felt good even though I couldn't get any of my friends to go But I thought I was okay 'Til I hated myself in the morning But I'm not surprised or amazed No I don't give a fuck Chalk another one up To the number of reasons I hate myself every morning And I hate myself for destroying My own mental health I swear all of my problems Are probably caused by Sleep deprivation And I'm still awake And I hate, and I hate, and I hate myself every morning I hate myself every morning From the moment I jump out of bed When I look at the screen Says it's now 10:15 It's the third time this week That I'm late to work again