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I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health How can I trust people if I can't trust myself? I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can't make myself, why can't I make myself? I always seem to make the same mistakes The kinds you can't go back to fix, that start to weigh 'Til I'm dragging 'round a body made of clay I'm just dead weight, I'm just dead weight I wanna feel it all again To have somebody, hold me in place Tell it to my bruised face, that I tried But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing Going with a good being So, I'll go fuck myself 'til I'm too lonely to feel Dance like a court jester, just for a film with no reel And I'll lose all of my friends when I'm no longer ideal And then get scolded again, just to come home to no meal I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health How can I trust people if I can't trust myself? I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can't make myself, why can't I make myself?