Lacuna

If I'd survive the bullet Forget your face Then I would pull the trigger Just to erase your name Your name There's a piece of you In every part of me If I could rip it out Maybe finally I'd change Is it too late? I'd pay to get you out of my mind Out of my mind Destroy the place and the time You ruined my Moods Misery I owe you If I could leave you behind Leave you behind Forget the years that I find Each and every lie From you It's not a moment too soon You can't stay You can't stay I mean it I fall back Fall into my feelings Your words keep me awake But I'll destroy the lines left in your face You can't stay You can't stay I mean it I fall back Fall into my feelings I can't drink you away But I'll black out whatever it takes There were a lot of firsts I quit believing Even if there was a God He wasn't leading It was all about you When you watched me tie that noose You kicked the chair Then started screaming Praying that you'd save me just wasn't enough to mean it All of your words fall through But somehow I still want you Why why why I just need a little Time time time To move on Why why why It'd be better if you'd Lie lie lie Let me go It's all because of you I hate myself I always fucking wish I'm someone else You always had a plan to save yourself And I did my time In this private hell It's all You you you Always making Every dream come true Before you take it from me You you you Live for pain Love for pleasure So we're not together You can't stay You can't stay I mean it I fall back Fall into my feelings Your words keep me awake But I'll destroy the lines left in your face You can't stay You can't stay I mean it I fall back Fall into my feelings I can't drink you away But I'll black out whatever it takes