Sick of My Life

I've been running circles in my sleep Wake up on the floor with all my sheets Overthinking social situations I've been acting like a zombie That shit's getting to me Cause l need saving But mostly from myself I ain't been doing well these days it's So frustrating Just living in my phone Then mad that I'm alone I hate it I'm so sick of my life Sick of my mind Sick of pretending that I'm fine While everyone around me has a better time So sick of my life Gonna get high Don't know why anybody tries I can't even feel better on SSRI's I'm so sick of my life I'm so sick of my life Everything's on fire And the worlds in little pieces My whole life's a living hell Has anyone seen Jesus? Drink alone, take my L's guess maybe I'm a genius Cause I did it all to myself So sick, so sick of my life Sick of my mind Sick of pretending that I'm fine While everyone around me has a better time So sick of my life Gonna get high Don't know why anybody tries I can't even feel better on SSRI's I'm so sick of my life I'm so sick of my life My friends never call I don't like them anyways I stare at the wall Ain't seen the sun in 30 days We're all getting older And I'm wishing I was sober Cause I'd start my whole life over again Again again again again again again again I'm so sick of my life Sick of my mind Sick of pretending that I'm fine While everyone around me has a better time I'm so sick of my life Gonna get high Don't know why anybody tries I can't even feel better on SSRI's I'm so sick of my life (so sick, so sick, so sick, so sick) I'm so sick of my life (so sick, so sick, so sick, so sick) I'm so sick of my life