Nightmare (feat. Crypt)

Why do you seem so scared? All I want to do is play with you Please come and play with me Do you wanna play hide and seek? You hide, and I'll find you 'Cause I'm living in a nightmare Living in a nightmare These walls closing in, I feel it from within Is there anybody out there I'm living in a nightmare Oh hi, this is my mind How rude of me wanna come inside Sorry for the mess, I don't got the time To clean it all up or to take it outside We can take it outside I'll be fighting for my mind Wait, no I won't 'cause my therapist described If I fight against you, then I fight against me And I'll never ever win all I do is waste time So just go ahead, you could throw a hit You set the bar to high can you lower it I can't reach it and everybody notices that I got a real hard time getting over shit Maybe that's true, but maybe thats you Always taunt me and you tell me what to do Telling me to fight or you telling me to run, I don't wanna run away from myself like you My anxiety building I'm scared of my shadows they shadow my pain They put happy inside of my pills when I told them I'm sad and insane But the happy don't work, it feels so unnatural it battles my brain And life ain't the same Cause I'm living in a nightmare Living in a nightmare These walls closing in, I feel it from within Is there anybody out there I'm living in a nightmare Whoah what? Is that me in the mirror I need to clean this glass so I can see a little clearer What the hell happened? that's you man what do you mean Theres no way that this man staring back is me When I get so big? where'd my hairline go You've always looked like this, wait you ain't even know What you think? That every time that someone left you that they left for reasons On their own just picked their bags up and they hit the road No, I don't mean to be the one to go and burst your bubble But I care enough about you to make sure this hurt is subtle I'm about to dig so deep that we can't reach it with a shovel Other people see your flaws but you're just peeking through a tunnel And I hate to break it to you but your raps ain't the greatest I kinda laugh that you think you're even half way to famous Your career? well, it's sitting still like it was stainless And your music hurt so many ears you'd think that we were sadists But don't worry man I got you, thats what I'm here for To catch you when you fall and bring you down some more What, you don't like that? Shit too bad Life ain't shit so cry to your mic and pad Right Crypt right Its the only time you make hits Right Crypt right I wanna hear that fucking page flip Right bitch right Yeah I know this shit ain't fair You said music was a dream but this dream is a nightmare 'Cause I'm living in a nightmare Living in a nightmare These walls closing in, I feel it from within Is there anybody out there I'm living in a nightmare Would you rather be alone or afraid Would you rather be disowned or betrayed Would you rather be a rapper that was planted or an independent artist with a road that he paved That's what I ask myself like, hey CHVSE who would you prefer Adam and eve, the snake on the tree, me, jesus or lucifer Ha gotcha, all the same person Got the same thoughts and we share the same purpose Earth is nothing but a hell on a surface Hey doc, medication ain't working Said I ain't a wordsmith pick apart the verses Fuck a punchline I'm writing therapy in cursive Just so I can work with concerts and agents and fans 'cause being in a crowd makes me nervous And thats so ironic I laugh Cause that's what you do when you rap You write out your feelings on records then tour it to sell it and meet all your fans Maybe I'm scared of my past, or maybe I'm nervous of you But either way I hate what I'm turning into 'Cause I'm living in a nightmare Living in a nightmare These walls closing in, I feel it from within Is there anybody out there I'm living in a nightmare