Nightmares

Sinking So sick of thinking Of all the things you need from me Who you think that I should be Itching To feel you with me But I can't do that to myself Touch so soft, but where's the kill? I wanna look past it 'Cause you're such a habit But I'm made out of glass and Some wounds you just can't lick The crimes that you have committed You hold them against me Now nights Without you, I can't dream So now, I see you in my nightmares Or not at all All by myself, drowning in my tears It's just the cost Of keeping you alive inside my brain I know it's strange I'm dealing with the pain I'm having nightmares Nightmares And you're to blame Crawling I know you're calling Your number on my shattered screen Type your name my fingers bleed I wanna look past this Developed a habit 'Cause I'm made out of glass and Some wounds you just can't fix The lies you've told me have damaged My heart and I'm manic Tonight, I'm sleeping in panic So now, I see you in my nightmares Or not at all All by myself, drowning in my tears It's just the cost Of keeping you alive inside my brain I know it's strange I'm dealing with the pain I'm having nightmares Nightmares And you're to blame So now, I see you in my nightmares Or not at all All by myself drowning in my tears It's just the cost Of keeping you alive inside my brain I know it's strange I'm dealing with the pain I'm having nightmares Nightmares And you're to blame