Happy for You

Got so used to not seeing you around Now you're back in town, and I am screaming No excuses, I know it's been awhile And I thought I'd be just fine, but I'm bleeding Glad to see that you're smiling Glad to see that you're well Feel the jealousy rising inside Hope you can't tell I could call you out, cause a scene I could scream and shout, break the glass and leave Curse your name, spread the shame You know I want to I'll just be happy for you Even when the morning comes I'll be waking up empty and drunk You're my bottle, my prescription drug What do I do when I run out of you? Facing myself is so hard to do And I'm watching you do it Fighting right through it like You never needed me at all Oh, here I go my self-defense Blaming you for my co-dependence Wish I could curse your name, play that game What would that do? I'll just be happy for you