Own Zone

Critical and mythical Practically a miracle Mystical and cynical Jaded but I'm spiritual Nervous and disastrous Probably a virus Edgy and impossible Messy but methodical Happy and I'm feeling free Looking back and then I see Sickness and reality Freedom and insanity How could I ever ask you to step into my zone When I feel so existential living on my own Egocentric global view Questioning the total truth Backwards sense of self esteem Always quoting the extreme Never knowing what I mean Feeling like Im 17 Awkward like an elephant When I'm in my element Clumsy and uncomfortable Hungry but I'm never full Try for something easier Sillier and cheesier How could I ever ask you to step into my zone When I feel so existential living on my own You as your God What is the meaning? Caught in a thought Stuck on a feeling I run from me I run from me Ethically selectively Existential apathy Systematic attitude Feeling like I'm always rude Hazy with a fuzzy view Hearing but it isn't true Eagerly I made a joke Choking on the purest smoke Purpose of cohesiveness Knowing that its meaningless Essence of the irony Without any harmony How could I ever ask you to step into my zone When I feel so existential living on my own You as your God Stuck in a feeling You as your God What is the meaning You as your God Stuck in a feeling I run from me I run from me You as your god Stuck in a feeling You as your god What is the meaning I was your god Stuck in a feeling I run from me I run from me