Body Bag

Verse 01:

Pushed back into myself, mental health declines

as I try to find peace of mind, in a climate so volatile

it makes you scared to smile

never feel the warm embrace, only warmth I feel

is the tears running down my face

thoughts make me feel so intense, losing common sense

burning bridges, putting up another fence

you see me laughing and joking, cause I play it cool

on the inside I ain't even smiling at all

I'm fragile and broken, like every word spoken

is seen as a fight I'm provoking, but you don't listen

I'm choking on my failures and inhibition

spending nights staring at the ceiling

just wishing

looking into the abyss, wondering how am I gonna end this?

I know I shouldn't listen, but you can't let it go

and every opportunity, is just to let me know

so that when I wake up tomorrow...

I know the routine that's gonna follow

Chorus:

I gotta cut off, I gotta let it go

Got scars on the outside, and some I cant show

You crossed the line, so there's no coming back

Tonight I'm gonna put you in a body bag

I gotta cut off, I gotta let it go

Got scars on the outside, and some I can't show

Gonna make a pact, so your never coming back

Tonight I'm gonna put you in a body bag

Verse 02:

Always treated like the black sheep, so I keep

to myself, ill health made me fall into a deep depression

my mum's kept stressing, telling me to stop the way I'm thinking

and it would start, as soon as she was drinking

every other day, with no way to escape

should i succumb to suicide and seal my fate?

there's too much satisfaction from a selfish action

she was so deceitful, with an act for other people

cause when we're alone, she's telling me I'm evil

physical pain, masking the shame, making me feel less insane...

but these problems still continue

how could I forgive you?

with all that shit you did, cause even now

your the one who still acts like a kid

blaming me for my pops being dead

and you wonder why I got these thoughts that run around

inside of my head?

you wanna question the things I do

so tell me who's the evil one now?

Is it me or is it really YOU?

Chorus:

I gotta cut off, I gotta let it go

Got scars on the outside, and some I cant show

You crossed the line, so there's no coming back

Tonight I'm gonna put you in a body bag

I gotta cut off, I gotta let it go

Got scars on the outside, and some I can't show

Gonna make a pact, so your never coming back

Tonight I'm gonna put you in a body bag

Verse 03:

It's hard to express the way you feel, when it feels so unreal

with an ego that's fragile to the touch

and everything's too much, it's getting out of control

I'm sinking even deeper into this mother fucking hole

hoping that the last times, the last time

it lays dormant in my mind, while the pain echos inside

tears fill my eyes as I go to say the goodbyes to this life I despise

that's when I woke up and recognised

it's me that gives you power, I gave you the control

you can break my heart, but you can't take my soul

it's time to find a way out of this nightmare,

so go and hate me all you want, because I really don't care

tonight I'll cut you off, I think it's time for you to go

and just because I'm broken, don't mean I can't grow

I'll pick up the pieces like I always do,

I'd pick up yours too, but you'll never change... So fuck you

Chorus:

I gotta cut off, I gotta let it go

Got scars on the outside, and some I cant show

You crossed the line, so there's no coming back

Tonight I'm gonna put you in a body bag

I gotta cut off, I gotta let it go

Got scars on the outside, and some I can't show

Gonna make a pact, so your never coming back

Tonight I'm gonna put you in a body bag