Girls in Red

You don't like me back I get it You say sorry I accept it You've moved on to bigger things And prettier girls with tighter strings Now I'm stuck at home alone It's time to process all I know Twelve o'clock I should be smiling But I'm stuck in my bed crying I wish that I could've kissed you An old pair of sneakers you outgrew Blamed myself not being first pick Broke myself to feel something Wish I didn't go blind Girls in red Spinning head Flooding music Confined Somewhere else instead The narrative in my mind Hard to breath Cause you moved on On New Year's Eve Only good intentions Never cared Forgot about affection Unprepared You're so far I'm too deep Jumped the boat before the steam And I'm sorry I'm not good enough I fought these battles long enough And every guy I talk to replies Maybe after her I'll try My emotions overload Almost hurt myself to let them go I tried to call I got no answer Leave a message I never learn You drink when you're bored Lie when you're scared Old pair of sneakers need repair Blamed myself not being first pick Broke myself to feel something Wish I didn't go blind Girls in red Spinning head Flooding music Confined Somewhere else instead The narrative in my mind Hard to breath Cause you moved on On New Year's Eve Only good intentions Never cared Forgot about affection Unprepared You're so far and I'm too deep I jumped the boat before the steam Wish I didn't Wish I didn't Wish I didn't