Fake Fine

27, life is Armageddon I've got clinical depression 'cause my mind's an imperfectionist I fall asleep, wait, I don't wanna wake up But I never wanna take another pill to make me fake fine I'll get some help Sit down with my therapist To try to teach me lessons But I forget just what the question is 'Cause I'm a fuck-up, stuck here with my hands cuffed Behind my back, tryin' to keep myself intact I'm feeling great like Carole Baskin Hope you know it's all an act 'cause It's so much easier to lie, whoo Bad luck, if you're someone, like me Got your head above water, but you still can't even breathe It's a pandemic, it's a fucking disease And it's following me, whoo Bad luck, if you're someone like me Got your head above water, but you still can't even breathe It's a pandemic, it's a fucking disease And it's following me You hide your problems at the bottom of the bottle You forget it all tonight, but it's just twice as bad tomorrow 'Cause when you're sober, you just wanna stay at home But all your friends they call you up And they convince you to go out again These days it's cocaine and a nose ring Get your fake lips just to fit in And all your friends think they're the shit But they're no different 'Cause none of them ever feel better They do so much drugs, and they probably regret it And they act all cool as if they are the the realist But we know that they just don't deal with their feelings It's so much easier to lie, whoo Bad luck, if you're someone like me Got your head above water, but you still can't even breathe It's a pandemic, it's a fucking disease And it's following me, whoo Bad luck if you're someone like me Got your head above water, but you still can't even breathe It's a pandemic, it's a fucking disease And it's following me It's like a movie It's not the real me Oh, maybe next time But for now, I'll pretend that I am fake fine It's like a movie (it's like a movie) It's not the real me (it's not the real me) Oh, maybe next time (maybe next time) But for now, I'll pretend that I am fake fine Bad luck if you're someone like me Got your head above water, but you still can't even breathe It's a pandemic, it's a fucking disease And it's following me, whoo Bad luck, if you're someone like me Got your head above water, but you still can't even breathe It's a pandemic, it's a fucking disease And it's following me