Self

I self-sabotage, self-medicate, self-camouflage Self-isolate, I just really wish That the voices in my head would go and talk to Someone else instead, but they don't want to I'm a little late to the party I'm a little late to the starting line I could give a hundred different reasons Why I don't believe in myself, deceiving myself, I mean it Never felt less than right now, yeah Why can't I feel good Without feeling so bad? Why can't I feel happy Instead of feeling so sad? 'Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate, self-camouflage Self-isolate, I just really wish That the voices in my head would go and talk to Someone else instead, but they don't want to I guess I'm a little stuck in the past Every mistake I make, yeah, it takes me back to A mess like the first time I felt love From a boy who always told me I would never be enough, yeah 'Cause I was always different but I hid it well There was something missing but you couldn't tell, I was in the middle Of a breakdown, wait now, everybody slow down I don't wanna talk about this right now Why can't I feel good (I just wanna feel) Without feeling so bad? (I don't wanna feel that) Why can't I feel happy (I just wanna feel) Instead of feeling so sad? (I don't wanna feel that) 'Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate, self-camouflage Self-isolate, I just really wish That the voices in my head would go and talk to Someone else instead, but they don't want to I just wanna feel 'Cause I'm the one who's always gonna follow you And I just wanna feel Just wanna pretend to be all fine Why can't I feel good Without feeling so bad? Why can't I just be happy Instead of feeling so sad? 'Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate, self-camouflage Self-isolate, I just really wish That the voices in my head would go and talk to Someone else instead, but they don't want to 'Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate, self-camouflage Self-isolate, I just really wish That the voices in my head would go and talk to Someone else instead, but they don't want to