Constantly feeling like I've just woken up

Can't remember, do you hate me? Was that just nightmare stuff?

Do you even really give a fuck? Do you love me?

Or did I make that up? I don't know, I'll shut up

I can tell you something in my head to get over it

But lately, I've been havin' trouble tellin' the difference

And I can feel myself formin' reactions to fantasies

I don't know how to fix it, guess I'll have to experiment, and

He's getting away from me

The longer my brain bleeds

These days, every single car in my rearview

Starts givin' chase, and I fear what they will do

It used to be imaginin', it used to not be maddening

But now, no one consults me when my brain decides it's happening

And everything is happening, but that's only partly true

The difference used to be like fucking red and blue

Taking for granted, I could say I knew

Try to accept my fate, meditate, and keep cool

You kiss me, you need me

You'll miss me, but you'll still leave me

You like me, you love me

You understand, but you still rush me

You kiss me, you need me

You'll miss me, but you'll still leave me

You like me, you love me

You understand, but you still rush me

I can tell you something in my head to get over it

But lately, I've been havin' trouble tellin' the difference

And I can feel myself formin' reactions to fantasies

I don't know how to fix it, guess I'll have to experiment, and

He's getting away from me

The longer my brain bleeds

I can't call it a headache 'cause it doesn't really hurt

Well, it kinda does, it kind of kills, it's the knife that smarts

The most, the deepest, right into my worth, I guess it's worse

But worst of all is that now you aren't sure

About me, what you gonna do without me?

Now, please

Baby, what you gonna do without me?

Without me, what you gonna do without me, baby?

I guess you'll finally be free

You kiss me, you need me

You'll miss me, but you'll still leave me

You like me, you love me

You understand, but you'll still leave me

You kiss me, you need me

You'll miss me, but you'll still leave me

You like me, you love me

You understand, but you'll still fuckin' leave me

I can tell you something in my head to get over it

But lately, I've been havin' trouble tellin' the difference

And I can feel myself forming reactions to fantasies

I don't know how to fix it, guess I'll have to experiment, and

He's getting away from me

The longer my brain bleeds

I can tell you something in my head to get over it (You kiss me, you need me)

But lately, I've been havin' trouble tellin' the difference (You'll miss me, but you'll still leave me)

And I can feel myself formin' reactions to fantasies (You like me, you love me)

I don't know how to fix it, guess I'll have to experiment, and (You understand, but you still rush me)

He's getting away from me

The longer my brain bleeds