A Snowflake in May

I know you'll never feel me I'm dying to see tomorrow There's noone left to save me now, life is upside down And I'm falling endlessly Cause it's over, it's over And I'm drowning in regret Dad forgive all of the things I've left unsaid Stuck inside an hourglass Time runs so fast No future no past Cause I know this time it won't last I feel it Crawling underneath my skin From something become nothing From a "being" become a "has been" As you lay me down to sleep Pray Thee Lord my soul to keep Cause I'll never gonna have another chance to live What was meant to be was meant to be Mother hold me As I'm reaching for the light And now i'm counting down The last grain of sand Time could never heal me I hope it can erase your sorrow And though we said our last goodbye, there's no reason why I should fear eternity Well it's over, it's over As i finally break free God please justify the doubt inside of me So bittersweet and gray Like a snowflake in May I feel myself decaying Will I live to see another day In pain - I 'm gone I've been aching for too long I got no strength to carry on Cause everything is said and done Don't you care now all the pain is gone As you lay me down to sleep Pray Thee Lord my soul to keep Cause I'll never gonna have another chance to live What was meant to be was meant to be Mother hold me As I'm reaching for the light And now I'm counting down The last grain of sand Don't you care the pain is gone I don't feel it anymore Now my spirit's wearing off Please don't cry and let me go Don't you care the pain is gone I don't feel it anymore Now my spirit's wearing off Please don't cry and let me go