I Miss You, I’m Sorry

Tear into my skin and bones How am I supposed to grow? You latched onto my heart with stones And dragged me beneath the undertow, ha I've been laughing just to change The scenery from blue to grey But I just simply can't evade the mellow man who smiled at me And it's always easy to tell you I'm sorry But also to blame you, I invited you over To tell you how my heart hurts And you left without knowing the truth that- I didn't want to kick you out I didn't want to lose your love but- You'd forgotten all about The heart you were once so wary of and Now thе moments come and gone and I am sitting all alonе At the piano where you once kissed my neck and cheek and nose And it's never easy to tell you I miss you I know you do not miss me when it's a warm night And the heat leaves me sleepless I wait for you to call and say "Darling, I'm sorry I fucked up, repeatedly I hurt you, forgive me I miss those eyes that adored me Oh I, guess I'll pour another drink Apparently that's what we do The broken hearted, stagnant Never-moving bodies I'm accustomed to I cannot seem to let this go When it feels I'm moving on I see someone who looks like you and I just have to stop because It's always easy to say you were clueless To tell my friends that I'm alright And fake moving over a hill set before me That's just way too god damn high Darling, I'm sorry I fucked up, repeatedly I hurt you, forgive me I miss those eyes that adored me And I miss you, I miss you, I'm sorry And I miss you, I miss you, I'm sorry And I miss you, I miss you, I'm sorry And I miss you, I miss you Darling, I'm sorry I fucked up, repeatedly But you hurt me and I had to leave I miss those eyes that adored me, oh I