5 Am (feat. Merkules & FUTURISTIC)

It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again About to watch the sun come busting in I swore that I would change when no one was around Now I'm gasping for air like I'm about to drown But here I go with that codeine in that white cup With the cocaine on that counter Swear to God I wasn't looking for no problems when I found them It's a long way when you falling down When you're sitting on top of that mountain 'Cause I've been living life with no boundaries I've been living with a heart that's full of coke Ooh, I'm so out of control I'm better off being alone Ooh, I'm so out of control It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again About to watch the sun come busting in It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again About to watch the sun come busting in I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet (I'm fucked up) I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet (what up Jelly?) I'm still tryna learn all the do's and the don'ts Abusive, I'm used to just losing control What a loser, I choose to be stupid, I know I'm using this music, it's food for the soul It's hard for me to admit this is reality I'm still tryna cope with this addictive personality I've been feeling like the victim of insanity That's probably why I keep on drinking through the agony I start my day with a shot and a cigarette I noticed if I'm drunk, then I'm not gonna get upset Even had a dream that I lost all my inner-rest Seven-day bender while I drop seconds, making Mikey laugh Now I gotta try to drown all the voices Got a lot of problems, but I'm bound to avoid 'em Guess I gotta learn how to make choices I'm drunk right now, so it's pointless I've been living with a heart that's full of coke Ooh, I'm so out of control I'm better off being alone Ooh, I'm so out of control It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again About to watch the sun come busting in It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again About to watch the sun come busting in I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet (I'm fucked up) I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet (I know how it goes) Here I go with that double cup, had a good thing, I'ma fuck it up Couple old homies used to run with us Got themselves jumped like Double Dutch 'Cause the antislavery, they been out of bounds I been 'round the town, young and wildin' out Look at my accounts, know I'm really winning But inside an ocean, in my mind I drown I ain't wanna be all that, they wonder how I seen all that Now I really been a fiend, ah yeah, lost you 'cause the dream all bad My problems solved when that bottle calls, then my psycho runs like the dryer I take two hits to get higher, look outside, the sun start to rising, damn It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again About to watch the sun come busting in It's 5:00 a.m. and I'm fucked up again About to watch the sun come busting in I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet (I'm fucked up) I swore that I would change, but I ain't changed yet