Life (feat. Brix)

If I could put my problems in a paper Then I'd roll 'em up and blow 'em away If I could find a pill to solve 'em I would take a bottle and I'd be okay If I could fit my sorrows in a glass I'd pour a double shot and drink 'em away If life was that easy then I'd never have to worry for the rest of my days But life just ain't that easy, oh no, no-no It's taken its toll on me deep down, in my soul Cheers, bottoms up I wish that I could roll my problems up Wish I could put 'em in a pill and just swallow 'em Wish I could swallow 'em every time I pick the bottle up Then I would chug, chug You know that I would kill it, get fucked up I wish that that would end it Driving and my liquor meant the drummer would be finished But in reality that would just be the beginning I really got a feeling that it's not for me to change Instead of really dealing with it, I just keep running away I gotta start dealing with the shit that's on my plate But it's hard when I'm sick from the shit that I done ate And I'm nauseous And it's hard to sleep at night when I'm turning and tossing And it's hard for a man like me to accept my losses What do we do now, when you froze inside And it's cold outside, and the heat goes out When you're already late and you gotta detour 'cause the streets shutdown And it's all on you 'cause you know you can't let your people down You gotta go in beast mode now If I could put my problems in a paper Then I'd roll 'em up and blow 'em away If I could find a pill to solve 'em I would take a bottle and I'd be okay If I could fit my sorrows in a glass I'd pour a double shot and drink 'em away If life was that easy then I'd never have to worry for the rest of my days But life just ain't that easy, oh no, no-no It's taken its toll on me deep down, in my soul All my life I been fucking up, all my life I been not enough It's hard to learn to love when your mama just treat you like you ain't nothing She chose her man over her kids Stuck with him through a bid But she won't answer my fucking call Man that shit just bring me to tears, but fuck that I gotta be strong 'cause I know my son is watching I gotta make sure my daughter see her daddy thriving 'Cause these kids gon' do what you do but not what you say I'm teaching 'em that it's not okay to be just okay, that's never okay Feeling stress as I sit and reminisce about my open cases A nigga meditate just to renovate all of my broken places On the real, I think I need therapy 'Cause some of these thoughts I be having just be scaring me Scaring me, uh If I could put my problems in a paper Then I'd roll 'em up and blow 'em away If I could find a pill to solve 'em I would take a bottle and I'd be okay If I could fit my sorrows in a glass I'd pour a double shot and drink 'em away If life was that easy then I'd never have to worry for the rest of my days But life just ain't that easy, oh no, no-no It's taken its toll on me deep down, in my soul Life ain't just that easy, oh no It's taking a toll on me deep down in my soul