My Last Joint

Smoking weed and say your prayers Liquor stores are everywhere Wonder if they ever cared? I live in the fast lane, committed, so I cut off the brake line Ain't with the gossip, fuck what you done heard through the grapevine Dreaming so I had the vision, I had to get it Nights with the baddest women, couple of bad decisions Feeling in the city, nights turn to early mornings Mama praying for us, we ignored the early warnings On the run from the war, the preacher called me up to pray Asked me if I think I'll ever change, I told him "Not today" I've been living like this for too long I don't know if I'll ever move on Same old beat but it's a new song Paranoid so I sleep with my shoes on I just want my last joint Tell me what's the point, 'cause I'm still fucked up ('cause I'm still fucked up) I've been living in a codeine dream, but this lean can't fill me up (can't fill me up) No matter what, it's all the same It's not enough to kill my pain I just want my last joint Tell me what's the point, 'cause I'm still fucked up No matter what, it's all the same Fill the paper with reefer then hit the liquor store That bottle and Mary Jane's the only friends I know I had people I love that I end up burying How'd they go from popping pills to shooting heroine? Thinkin' 'bout my partner, I'm standing at his grave I'm tryna tell his mama, "It's gon' be okay" What do you say when somebody's so heart-broke Their rent's past due, and they're late on their car note? I've been through it I keep looking for the light at the end of the tunnel It's my life, and I'm the type that keeps fighting the struggle Since a youngin, always found my way right to the trouble I think the storm's coming, I feel lightning and thunder I just want my last joint Tell me what's the point, 'cause I'm still fucked up ('cause I'm still fucked up) I've been living in a codeine dream, but this lean can't fill me up (can't fill me up) No matter what, it's all the same It's not enough to kill my pain I just want my last joint Tell me what's the point, 'cause I'm still fucked up ('cause I'm still fucked up) I've been living in a codeine dream, but this lean can't fill me up (can't fill me up) No matter what, it's all the same It's not enough to kill my pain