Renovation

Woke up this morning Feeling lonely Like I'm waiting on the world to end So sick of rain pouring champagne To celebrate my unsupportive friends Some people think that I'm a joke I don't know Maybe they are onto something Maybe they're right, yeah Kind of funny Kind of sad I'm out of money Kind of glad I can't afford to fix me We all could use a little renovation Couldn't we So tune me up until the string breaks Or relatively functioning Whatever will work What I'm feeling is revealing I don't want to fit the mold of life I'm not a calculated estimate Within a purpose is the reason To remind to survive I just don't know if I'm enough to recognize it We all could use a little renovation Couldn't we So tune me up until the string breaks Or relatively functioning Whatever will work I'm an organized mess But I clean up nice I don't wanna second guess I just wanna think twice About my life And the things I need Somebody shake me Somebody wake me I've been sleeping Through the end of the world Whatever will work I don't wanna be a normal person Is it worth the extra work If nobody will notice me