Missed Calls

Hey, Ryan, it's me, and I'm kind of out of it right now I'm making a collect call I've got so much to do, I'm just wondering how everything is When you get this if you can call me back it'd be nice, I guess (Please leave your voice and a short message after the tone) Hey, Tess, it's me, I got your phone call and uh I've been thinking and I just wanted to call you back and uh Y'know, I don't know I just wanna say fuck you 'Cause I ain't ever had room to breath I pursue my dream in my community They never had my back until I blew up it seemed And that's bullshit (bullshit) And you don't really love me, babe You just miss the pain that I take away And you only came back when you saw the fame And that's bullshit Uh, still geek so That's what I get when I'm messing with them freak hoes Leaving me sucked more than deepthroat Hot girl, but her heart five below Shady girl need to see the sun When I say shape up I don't mean to run I just mean you're lost And you're not the type I wanna try to bring back Since I got the hype, and that's real (and that's real) Hey, Ry, it's Lauryn, uhm I'm at a party right now And I just really need you to come pick me up I'm the worst person in the whole entire world for letting you go And cheating on you I'm really sorry I didn't pick you up, I just blocked your call I don't give a fuck if you lost at all 'Cause when the end of us came you said it's my fault And that's bullshit (bullshit) You ripped me up and tore me apart And you lied to me straight from the start And now I'm the one left with a broken heart And that's bullshit (bullshit), uh Do you miss me? Do you miss all the nights you would kiss me? 'Til you went to my friends and you dissed me Cheated with them mistreated and hit me I hope you know I'm in pieces for you I'd never expect that deceiving from you I'm ignoring the texts I'm receiving from you Now I'm patching the wounds I'm bleeding from you And that's real Yo, Ry, what's up man, uhm I just need you to shoot me a text or something, dude What happened was really fucked up Uhm, yeah, just need to hear from you Alright, bye Fuck you, uh Thought you'd have my back, dawg, 'til you screwed up Got my girlfriend drunk, dawg, took her to a room and did whatever you want dawg Wanna know the funny part, huh? She liked it She had you it happened like every night It was crazy we'd get in a fight Then she'd run off come to your place through the green light Like, "Where was the red when she's in your bed?" Was I ever a thought inside either your heads You destroyed me the old me is broken and dead I'm just trying to make right with the part of me left Goddamn (goddamn), shit (shit) You both are the reason I'll never get close All the closest to me always cut off the ropes Now I'm happy and sad and I'm loved and alone And that's real Hey, man I was just calling to let you know it's my last day before I move away I was calling to see if you wanna get a bite to eat one last time, or something, man Just let me know Alright, peace, bro What the hell have I done? I don't wanna run I've been terrified of the person I've become I'm accustomed to numb I'm in love with the rum I was young and in love and I even was dumb And I hate it, shit But it's too late to take it back I've been working hard, I might break my back Try to carry us and you hated that But I tried, put that on my life And the only way you pay me back was in lies Girl, those eyes redefine what that means, I lost hope I know you got yours, but I never had mine and I guess in due time I'll realize that it was my fault too And I hope what I say right here haunts you You can try and come back, but I don't want you And I'm sorry 'Cause ever since I drowned the pain, and I came in the game, and I got the fame Shit changed and I'll admit it, I'm not the same And I'm sorry I know I mighta broke your heart but I lost myself And I'm stuck in dark so ignore me now and just try to restart And I'm sorry