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I'm not proud of this life I live But I can't take back the things I did I just wish that I could move on And forget about all of it Can I erase the mistakes That seem to be written all over my face Can I ever forgive myself For letting everyone I care about down I wish that I could turn back the hands of time To go back and fix everything that's wrong with my life I wish I could go back to the good times When I didn't ruin everything and fuck up my life I wish that I could turn back the hands of time To go back and fix everything that's wrong with my life I wish I could go back to the good times When I didn't ruin everything and fuck up my life There's too many reasons why I can't be loved So I'll keep pushing everyone away Find something pathetic to place my blame So I can fake that I'm okay for another day I'm tired of wasting away I'll never be okay, so don't lie and say Tomorrow's a brand new day When tomorrow will bring the same pain Tell me what you want to hear And I'll lie to keep you sane I can pretend everything's okay So you can watch me slowly sink I wish that I could turn back the hands of time To go back and fix everything that's wrong with my life I wish I could go back to the good times When I didn't ruin everything and fuck up my life I wish that I could turn back the hands of time To go back and fix everything that's wrong with my life I wish I could go back to the good times When I didn't ruin everything and fuck up my life