GIN N JUICE

I don't wanna talk about this, yeah Don't really know what I did, yeah I don't really know what to say, yeah I feel like running away I hide in a bottle of gin, yeah I keep it all bottled in, yeah The pavement been stretching me thin, yeah Living a life full of sin So take what you gave me and keep it You left out on me for no reason How can't you see that I'm bleeding? How come you change up like seasons? I blow out the smoke that I breathe in Tryna escape from my demons Living a life without reason Part of me wants to get even And you ain't never give a fuck about me Swear to god this shit be having me beat Walking around with some blood on my feet I just got out, yeah, I'm finally free But I'm trapped in my head, still, I'm falling You ain't here when I was calling I should have gave you a warning I hope that I make it to morning, yeah I don't wanna talk about this, yeah Don't really know what I did, yeah I don't really know what to say, yeah I feel like running away I hide in a bottle of gin, yeah I keep it all bottled in, yeah The pavement been stretching me thin, yeah Living a life full of sin I can't get away from my demons They come to me when I be dreaming Taking my life for the keeping Waking up sweaty and screaming Don't take it away when I need it I'm falling apart, you can see it I'm getting lost in the deep end Crying for help but you leaving, yeah