Night Life

What you are What you want Oh my god What you want Today I woke up dumb I couldn't think of any words or work my tongue I couldn't even praise the sun cuz the concept of walking outside was something I couldn't process I thought cartoons would look like fun but my eyes had no idea what they were watching Maybe I'm not meant to have one of those what's it called something hold up I'm rubbing my tummy and slapping my face basically I'm multitasking frantically prancing in space Pray for me And while that won't fill up my gas tank I can make believe death will grant me a million miles to the gallon But I won't hold my breath unless that's how I'm supposed to get there Whoa Lord knows it's all too often thinking outside of that box will get you inside of a coffin and talking about what you want is better than accomplishing shit What you are an affront to me! What you want Today I got up in my own way I couldn't find my happy place because the crap was opaque It's in my face and I'm wading in it Am I the wader? I'm afraid I'm made of it cuz I crave the taste of it In fact I just made myself a fat crap sandwich with sauerkraut and raisin bread right now and I didn't even have to pay for it Like I said there's no escaping it Look people give a lot of advice but then I watch them hit their heads on what's in front of their eyes Just because I fuck shit up don't mean I'm one of those guys that's gonna make it someone else's problem not on your life But I'm allowed to yell loudly at myself when I stub my toe and ridicule myself when I got no get up and go Now I'd like to put up a toast! Whether I'm celebrating or medicating you'll never know What you are an affront to me! What you want an apology? Oh my god you're too close to me! What you want? Today is gonna be more of the same baby It's amazing how we gain momentum and remain lazy Today is gonna be more of the same baby It's amazing how we gain perspective and remain crazy What you are an affront to me! What you want an apology? No Oh my god you're too close to me! What you want?