When the Rain Is Falling

When the rain is falling down, I hang my head and pray for better days I'm forever mentally incarcerated, metal chains I know that I'm stuck in my ways, that'll never change I made one two many mistakes, I'm digging my own grave Dark skies, I think tonight I'ma end it I live a dark lie, a facade I pretended I've had a hard life, one that wasn't authentic But when the stars shine, they show me my reflection There's only one me, and when I'm gone, I'll be forgotten My destiny is becoming a skeleton in a coffin I feel like a burden to everyone, I'm unwanted I'm just an embarrassment, I'm sorrowful and haunted What if I did this? What if I did that? What if I was brave enough and picked a different path? I'm stuck with so much questions, shattered pieces of my past You need to understand, nothing's cool about being sad It's deeper than a broken heart, it'll rip your soul apart You can't control it, it'll make your mind and body grow apart You'll become a shadow, a shell of yourself and fall apart You'll be left with nothin' but emptiness and horrific scars Feelings that I can't describe, that I can't survive I'm dead inside, deprived, I know I can't revive I've been checkin' in and out of reality And the truth is you're okay, you'll never have it as bad as me When the rain is falling down, I hang my head and pray for better days I'm forever mentally incarcerated, metal chains I know that I'm stuck in my ways, that'll never change I made one two many mistakes, I'm digging my own grave Dark skies, I think tonight I'ma end it I live a dark lie, a facade I pretended I've had a hard life, one that wasn't authentic But when the stars shine, they show me my reflection I'm tryna let go and fly with all the angels But I know I'm not worthy, I don't deserve to wear a halo I'm strangled by all my thoughts, just wakin' up's fuckin' painful Cursed, I can't control myself, I've always been unstable What a waste of life, can't get the lost time back Cryin', no surprise, I'll die, that's my climax I've been compromised, I'm tied down by my mask I've fallen behind, it's fine, I can't fight that Ain't no sunlight in my mind, just rain, it's only cold and dark Vagabond, I wonder, no one's welcomed me with open arms Most the time, I wonder why we choose to cause each other harm Most of us are merciless, the truth we try and disregard Teardrops, runnin' down my face, I can't escape Y'all don't even hear me or see me, I'm merely empty space I'm insane, I don't know what's real or fake I guess it doesn't matter from my perspective, it's all the same Rainzzz