Cherish Your Friends

It's like I'm on the sidelines, and we never win So hopeless again Give me a reason to never quit Cherish your friends or give em up I can't live my life like this I'll dig my grave, but you'll sleep in it Heart pounding, mind racing I'm drowning, time wasted Can I not be happy for the weekend Or maybe I'll just lose a friend Or do this all over again Failure and distraught, the complacency of both has me feeling lost I see the snow fall, afraid of death and afraid to answer that phone call It's like everything could never fix it all Will I pay the cost I can't live my life like this. I'll dig my grave but you'll sleep in it Life after death is it evident? Deep in the ground, am I heaven sent I wait for the day when my apathy fades away It feels like nothing ever changes Your wishful thinking, while you keep sinking, no And if I lose myself, maybe I'll live through this hell I see the snow fall, afraid of death and afraid to answer that phone call With no control as I'm losing hold I see the snow fall, afraid of death and afraid to answer that phone call It's like everything could never fix it all Do you feel like I do? Worrying that everyone you knew Could be hurt or pass through, the gates of life I have no control to protect you Or save you, no. I can't protect you I've been thinking so hard, analyzing my heart I'm guilty when I'm happy, cause I know that I'm not And I know that life's short and I know that life's cruel Why won't it break you? Why won't it break you I see the snow fall, afraid of death and afraid to answer that phone call With no control as I'm losing hold I see the snow fall, afraid of death and afraid to answer that phone call It's like everything could never fix it all