Orange Blossoms

Somebody buy me roses Somebody make sure I get out of bed today Somebody be my baby Somebody see that I don't get in my own way Somebody hold my head up Somebody hope that I don't give up, not this time Somebody check my email Somebody just give me the damn highlights I don't wanna be here How am I supposed to be healed? I don't wanna be here Staring at the wall again Somebody hold me hostage Somebody make me think I might be worth something Somebody take a photo Somehow I know I won't be remembering Somebody be my angel Somebody change the angle I see all the time Somebody fast forward Somebody just give me the damn highlights I don't wanna be here How am I supposed to be healed? Everybody goes home And the way there is not clear I don't wanna be here I don't wanna be here How am I supposed to be healed? Everybody grows up And leaves me in the tower Drinking from the bottle Knowing what it does to me Seeing every color Sliding into shadow While I can, I will carry my own bags And I will call my father when I know that he's alone And I will plant a plot of yellow flowers They'll be a sign to whichever one of us survives And when I see the ghost of orange blossoms in the snow I'll know it was you, and I'm coming soon