Buried

Ok Yeah Look I was told if you don't make time for the things you love You get swallowed by all the things you hate I was taught if you don't reconcile with the things you done You get haunted by all your past mistakes I believe if you don't love yourself Then nobody will That's the harsh reality we have to face I was taught you can't rush love It just comes n goes at a natural pace With that being said I want something that is real I'm over the tinder swiping and the hinge liking I want something I can feel in my heart I can feel in my hands like it's tendinitis I need to learn to repair my vices I need to learn how to let it go I need to stop spending all my time With people that only prevent my growth You think you know me, you really don't You've never taken a loss You don't know what it's like talking your blood off the ledge You never untied the knots from a noose Your family hung on a fan You've never given your heart to somebody Then watched them just crush it in front of you Cupped in their hands You never suffered You've never suffered like me But I promise today that you will understand Promise today that you will understand I told myself that the person I was in the past Will never dictate who I am in the future To all the people who treat me like trash You get recycled through all of my music You become topics I'm constantly using You become farmers without even knowing Cuz you plant the seed that I harvest whenever it's blooming Wait I'm barely human, hmmmm I think it's true and it's fair to assume it I belong next to the lyricist Next to the joyner's, the hopsins And hell if it's help em carry balloons And hey I put the pen to the pad The moment I did I made a whole name for me I run a pain in my pace ao they paying me Mama don't pray for me I got the heart of a lion Whoever you demons that brought em a lion The goal is just pray to me iight I don't compete with anybody The only person I compete with is me and myself They just wanna knock me off and try to strip my talent But I'll never let em reach around and take my belt I was never focused on becoming a celebrity I'm focusing and setting on my feelings so they never work again But creating my wealth Rappers only talk about topics that make their persona harder But every lyric that I'm dropping on top of this paper Is everything I've lived Everything I felt I don't need you to see me, you to change me, let me go I don't need you to change me I he changing on my own Only God here can judge me Is that truthful I don't know All of my scars they tell me where I've been But they don't dictate where I go All of my faiths been tested with this music I just pray i stay afloat (Time to float) I don't know it's time to float Like pennywise said I wish I could change the path That I am on I swear to God, I'm on autopilot I know that the highs and lows that I have rode are so defyin I put my entire soul inside the flows that I've been writing I condone that I'm a tyrant I just wonder when my time is Whats the chances I'll go golden What's the chances I go diamond, eh They want that ignorant flow They want that ignorant style They want somebody to stay in the lane That'll never push boundaries Now they're all mad at me Cuz I keep pushing around Straight for the fences I'm breaking the barriers breaking down walls and I'm taking the crown Made my own way and I know that you hate it I should've just taken a job in construction The way that I'm paving the ground Keep my name outta your mouth I know your anxious I'm making a legacy Making a name with my sound We are not equal No we ain't the same cuz you'll never alow up on my grind And you'll never catch me breaking down They want me buried by all my regret But they never will bury me now