Twisted

I been sick to my stomach So I'm drinking to numb it But I don't think this'll cut it Why do I feel so disgusting? 'Cause I don't know why I still feel like this, I feel like shit I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit I know that I should stop and call it quits, I'm fucking sick And twisted They say I'm fucked in the head Mossberg pump and a trunk full of lead Crazy white boy rolling blunts in the shed With a knife by the pillow when I'm tucked into bed They looking at me crazy, is it something I said? You don't wanna know me when I run outta meds Where I'm from, we only run from the feds 'Cause ever since a yungin' it's been us versus them So I been tryna pick up all the pieces (pieces) But all I do is drink 'til I can't see shit (see shit) So I'll keep pouring liquor with my demons (demons) And if you keep talking shit you'll need your teeth fixed I been sick to my stomach So I'm drinking to numb it But I don't think this'll cut it Why do I feel so disgusting? And I don't know why I still feel like this, I feel like shit I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit I know that I should probably call it quits, I'm fucking sick (Yeah, Jelly Roll and Mer) and twisted Lord forgive me 'cause you know me, so you know that I'm a sinner My nose is still runny 'cause I been on a bender And it's been snowy like the winner, white lines like the highway Vibrating, eyes wide, higher than the skyscraper You know me, I'm just numbing my pain Any day I fuck around and jump in front of the train I'm twisted and sick, shit, I need rehabilitation I don't know if I can make it, I really feel complacent These uppers and downers just have a downside Lord knows I fuck around and have a downslide I can't even describe the pain, I'm tryin' to cover up I might fuck around and cut the cord before I bungee jump I been sick to my stomach So I'm drinking to numb it But I don't think this'll cut it Why do I feel so disgusting? And I don't know why I still feel like this, I feel like shit I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit I know that I should probably call it quits, I'm fucking sick And twisted