Anxious

I don't really know where I'm going Feels like everyone found their story All my stress been overflowing I just count my days now I don't really know where I'm going Feels like everyone found their story All my stress been overflowing I just count my days, I know they won't last And it feels like I don't have a place now 'Cause I don't connect with anyone who found a way out And when I'm up, I'm just waiting for the takedown Will my fear of living life ever die out? Lost inside this maze and I can't take this So I take two pills to stay here Then I'll wake up by my bed, I can't keep living like this And something's got it's claws in me Dragging me back down where I don't wanna be I can't shake my withdrawals Now but they got me begging for the end, I'm suffering All of these drugs been calling me I don't have no one, so it's all on me I bury my head, I don't wanna see no one If they're better off without me I don't really know where I'm going Feels like everyone found their story All my stress been overflowing I just count my days, I know they won't last And it feels like I don't have a place now 'Cause I don't connect with anyone who found a way out And when I'm up, I'm just waiting for the takedown Will my fear of living life ever die out? Lost inside this place that I used to come to escape my fear and sorrow If tomorrow feels the same as yesterday I'll down the bottle I'm so sick of living like this and not that It's like every day I love less and fight back And I wish it was you that called And I'll see you at my funeral All of these drugs been calling me I don't have no one, so it's all on me I bury my head, I don't wanna see no one If they're better off without me I don't really know where I'm going Feels like everyone found their story All my stress been overflowing I just count my days, I know they won't last And it feels like I don't have a place now 'Cause I don't connect with anyone who found a way out And when I'm up, I'm just waiting for the takedown Will my fear of living life ever die out?