Worst Mistakes

Stressed all the time I've been making my worst Mistakes of my life Still been searching for purpose I don't know why this pain finally surfaced Stressed out my mind Made mistakes But I'm learning And I've been making all of the worst Mistakes of my life, 'stakes of my life I try so hard to keep it together I'm running for cover but that don't suffice What's wrong with me? Feels like all these songs I'm making just ain't songs for me Just a way to vent all the demons calling me Just a way to keep me safe so they won't bother me And I'm sorry I don't answer when You call me I know you've been worried Really nothing gets you just the way that I am All the pain that I've been dealing with has gone to my head, no Pain goes on and on I'm thankful, I'm so fucking grateful That I never let go, oh Screaming all these melodies inside of my head I hope I hear 'em when I'm fading racing thoughts in my bed I'll make you proud, I won't quit now When there's nowhere to run I'll stand my ground, oh I've been down one too many times But I'll fight 'till I can't find the light I've been there, done all that before Don't care, what's one more war? I'll be here if you need me, I swear I drag you down, but I know you still care And if you hear me I'm so sorry I'll be better in the morning Pain goes on and on I'm thankful, I'm so fucking grateful That I never let go, oh And I've been making all of the worst Mistakes of my life, 'stakes of my life I try so hard to keep it together I'm running for cover but that don't suffice (What's wrong with me?) (What's wrong with me?) Pain goes on and on I'm thankful, I'm so fucking grateful That I never let go, oh