Feeling Something Bad...

How can I say what I wanna say Never learned how to really speak my mind Let me get a word in, I Guess my brain doesn't think I should try Count up to ten and play it on rewind How do I say what I'm tryna say When I can't even look you in the eye? This is difficult Wanna be your pretty baby, centerfold (I don't know) I sound delusional But when we kissed you gave an inch, I took a mile And I see you when I sleep, please don't hate me If I bring this to the light, am I crazy? Think I might be feeling something bad Do I want it bad enough to ask? Maybe my obsessions drive me mad Think I might be feeling something bad Making me sick and my stomach hurts Grab my hand, I don't wanna let go Sorry if my cheeks turn red Blood is pumping, I stare at the floor Count up to ten and now I want it more Touch me again and my skin burns I don't like that I like it though This is difficult Let me be your little baby, have it all (Is it wrong?) I sound delusional But when you kiss me envision something beautiful And I see you in my dreams, please don't hate me If I let the words come out, I'll sound crazy Think I might be feeling something bad Do I want it bad enough to ask? Maybe my obsessions drive me mad Think I might be feeling something bad Think I might be feeling something bad Do I want it bad enough to ask? Maybe my obsessions drive me mad Think I might be feeling something bad How do I say what I'm tryna say When I can't even look you in the eye?