I Need U (Like I Need a Hole In My Head)

Stuck in the dark I'm trying to find A place for my heart Apart from my mind I'm stuck where to start Running out of time Don't know how to belong But don't know how to hide Embody my idols without feeling spiteful Can I envy my rivals on the road to survival Controlled by emotions I'm stuck with the notions Afraid of the distance but scared to get closer Infested inside my mind It's slowly getting darker Rejected form my timeline Am I sinking in farther Is this they way it's meant to be This torture I feel This darkness here was sent for me To teach me how to feel I need you like I need a hole in my head This symphony of suffering will not let me rest These voices inside won't sleep til I'm dead Like the noose round my neck I still hang by a thread I still hang by a In the shadows we roam In the dark we call home We're never alone In the cold monochrome The most devastating secret is the worst one to know The most celebrated victory is the hardest one to show Hate is demonstrated People segragated Can't afford the payment Isolated in this hell hole Yeah I need you like I need a hole in my head This symphony of suffering will not let me rest These voices inside won't sleep til I'm dead Like the noose round my neck I still hang by a Let it keep you company Let destruction set you free My flame lives in memory History written in invisible ink We've been so patient but patience ain't permanent Goddess Empty Painted Deep crimson Stolen Broken Jaded Coming undone Temptress My hand Will never be Heartless, I am Heartless