Hollow

I didn't know that I could feel this hollow I could've grown but now I know It's the way it has to go Leave me alone Don't leave a message at the tone Nobody's home Nobody's home Home I didn't know that I could feel this hollow I could've grown but now I know It's the way it has to go Leave me alone Don't leave a message at the tone Nobody's home Nobody's home Home But I've been thinking lately Who will save me if today were to overtake me Did I care enough to not be left empty Can't assume anything of anyone Til you're staring in the mirror You're forgetting how to love How to love All my selfish ambitions and reckless decisions Have been clouding my vision Witnessing my condition and splitting my intentions Like my heart and my head I can sleep when I'm dead Got some monsters in my closet But I moved them to the basement Basic needs for me are changing me up like the seasons Meaning fading, falling further away from talking reasons I didn't know that I could feel this hollow I could've grown but now I know It's the way it has to go Leave me alone Don't leave a message at the tone Nobody's home I need to get my head screwed on Grind my gears until they rust I need to throw away my fears Leave my dark in the dust This is not for your eyes to see It's been so long since I've felt free Mind warped by insecurities My only enemy is me But I'm used to changing spaces I never knew where I could call home I really wished that I could call though But you will never know this lost soul But you could never write these songs though I've been aching for ages to anchor myself somwhere I find some peace Piecing together some pieces of me that will make me a better, not bitter being Cos I'm not scared anymore Gotta sacrifice to open some doors Just living, I'm letting my life play it's course It's not a three course meal I'm starving for more I'm powering down, I need to refill all my energy Drain it from my enemies Pretend to be your bro but you're no friend to me My iconic identity verbally murdering everything that's here in my vicinity I'm causing my whole world to crumble But this way of life's just how it has to be This is not for your eyes to see It's been so long since I've felt free Mind warped by insecurities My only enemy is I didn't know that I could feel this hollow I could've grown but now I know It's the way it has to go Leave me alone Don't leave a message at the tone Nobody's home I need to get my head screwed on Grind my gears until they rust I need to throw away my fears Leave my dark in the dust I didn't know That I could feel this hollow I should've grown But now I know It's the way it always goes So leave me alone This cold place became my home So many faces but I still feel so alone