As You Were Before.

I swore I heard you laughing with me On the couch at my house And I remember how you said You're my best friend But I don't think I'll feel that way again But those are my favorite parts Saying that you hate me Tearing me apart Take out my spine Use it to hang me from the phone lines Take in the view of you To see you happy when I'm feeling blue I'm turning blue I never had the guts to say That I wish you wouldn't laugh When I spill them that way I never had the guts to say That I'm really upset about it It's not that you won't be happy again You just won't be the same as you were before I hate (I hate) The way that things just don't feel the same (the way) Like you'll never laugh again (you say) At least not that way I'll be okay Someday I'll be happy again