Learning the Feeling

Days slip away

When you leave them on repeat

Stay wide awake

'Cause I've forgotten how to sleep

And I've been keeping quiet

What has silence done for me

Poison in my oxygen

But now I'm coming clean

So I'm kicking and screaming

Blue in the face from keeping it in, yeah

I'm finally breathing

Bottled it up, but I'm learning the feeling

Stop, turn it off

All the static in my brain

'Cause every time I take control

I watch it slip away

And I've been keeping quiet

What has silence done for me

Chokin', baby's broken

But I'll give you every piece

So I'm kicking and screaming

Blue in the face from keeping it in, yeah

I'm finally breathing

Bottled it up, but I'm learning the feeling

I'm learning the feeling

Learning the feeling

Swallow my words, burning my mouth

Can't feel a thing, keeping 'em down

Swallow my words, burning my mouth

Can't feel a thing, spitting it out

So I'm kicking and screaming

Blue in the face from keeping it in, yeah

I'm finally breathing

Bottled it up, but I'm learning the feeling