the way that you see me

But when I close my eyes The silence gets too much Isn't it lovely The way it works for us? I wish I could be The way that you see me I wish I could dream (dream) The same time you're sleeping (the same time you're sleeping) I wish I could be (be) The way that you see me (yeah, ayy) I wish I could dream The same time you're sleeping (the same time you're sleeping) But when, but when I wish we had the same dreams but I haven't been dreamin' I got a clouded darkness over me, suppressing my feelings I'm seeking meanings of Earth, show me the places to search It's way harder seein' clearly when my hand's up your skirt When it's over, I'll be sittin' inside my car And regrettin' all that I did, write a tally on my heart Yeah, I hope you leave me soon 'cause I keep getting more attached Just whisper me to sleep, just slip the knife in my back, uh But when I close my eyes The silence gets too much Isn't it lovely The way it works for us? But when, but when My mentality actually going shit, uh Watching all their happiness, I'm practically sick Yeah, you don't see that I'm a kid with all these problems evolving inside of me I'm seeing two of you and you don't see a single flaw in me, yeah Openin' and closing the book, I'm tryna learn from it I believe in healing it, but nothing is permanent Wisdom what I'd like, my decision-making game is weak Weaker than you think, I am not nowhere close to what I wanna be Be (be, be, be, be, be) The way that you see me I wish I could dream (yeah, dream, dream, dream, dream) The same time you're sleeping I wish I could be The way that you see me I wish I could dream The same time you're sleeping But when I close my eyes The silence gets too much Isn't it lovely The way it works for us? Every second I mess up feel like the third time, you should've left the first time The worst timing, everything decrepit but it's alright I swear that you're the pinnacle, feelings for you ain't minimal They overflow, they never oversowed, I wasn't into All my BS, workin' on my patience Day feel like a week, I come back giving you the same shit Your parents probably hate me, staying can be dangerous 'Cause my love is potent, only you can help me change it, yeah But when I close my eyes The silence gets too much Isn't it lovely The way it works for us?