30 Days

Every day I wake up and grab my phone I look for your name but it never shows Lately, it's felt like I'm on my own again, again I know that I fucked up, it's all my fault You said that we'd be good, but you were wrong You hate that I love you, it makes it hard To let go of what we had It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt empty For the last month, my tears fell, my heart felt heavy And through all of this, I knew you'd wish you never met me Don't want this, I told you, you left too quickly It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt sick 30 days and 30 nights of fucked-up shit I sleep away for the day, can't handle this It's been 30 days and 30 nights of you I've missed Walk alone, I can't wait for this I stalk your phone like I'm fucking sick I can't cope, yeah, I'm new to this It's too late, I lost all I had to this Every day I wake up and grab my phone I block out your name 'cause I need to know That I can get through this all on my own I can't believe I've spent a month on this shit It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt empty For the last month, my tears fell, my heart felt heavy And through all of this, I knew you'd wish you never met me Don't want this, I told you, you left too quickly It's been 30 days and 30 nights that I've felt sick 30 days and 30 nights of fucked-up shit I sleep away for the day, can't handle this It's been 30 days and 30 nights of you I've missed