Better When I'm Hurting

Nobody hates me the way that I do You can't make it any worse Dug up my own grave, spit in my own face I throw knives while you throw words 'Cause I can make the best time The worst night of my life (the worst) I'll always turn it upside down (upside down) My feet are on the ceiling (where?) Where nightmares are real things (the real) But you're just standin' on the ground Maybe I need somebody else Somebody that won't pull me down Well, I hate myself Being loved is harder than it sounds Break me out, let's take that drive We can talk all night to save my life You gave me everything I needed But I'm still better when I'm bleeding You clear my head, you talk me down You calm my thoughts, then show me how I don't know why you think I'm worth it But I'm still better when I'm hurting (But I'm still better when I'm hurting) Yeah, I miss the way it hurt, but it made it worse Putting you up on a pedestal, never let you go I always point the gun where your heart is, forever love is the hardest I can never make happiness work (can't make it work) I left u stranded (why?) You let me plan it (I know) I know you're way too good for me (I know you're way too good) The shit I damaged (my heart) You fixed and bandaged (I'm healed) I'm sorry, I'm the one to leave (the one to leave) Maybe I need somebody else Somebody that won't pull me down Well, I hate myself Being loved is harder than it sounds Break me out, let's take that drive We can talk all night to save my life You gave me everything I needed But I'm still better when I'm bleeding You clear my head, you talk me down You calm my thoughts, you show me how I don't know why you think I'm worth it But I'm still better when I'm hurting You clear my head, you talk me down You calm my thoughts, you show me how (whoa-oh, oh-oh) I don't know why you think I'm worth it But I'm still better when I'm hurting