Adrenaline

All my life I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon, and then settle in Lord, please help me up, I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down I feel the pain in my reflection, I I wanna get away, so I just step inside I feel more alone when I have extra eyes Fucking staring at me I wanna feel numb, give me novocaine for evеryone else Sick of staying in a housе, I need a home for myself To be alone I can tell that you don't know how I felt I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself because All my life I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and then settle in Lord, please help me up, I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down Deep underground It's silent, safe and sound Our story now Throw it away, it's been erased It's all gone horribly wrong, feels like I'm frozen in place I choked up, now it's coursing through my veins When every day is the same I hear my heart still beating I still don't know if my story's worth reading All my life I've drowned in adrenaline All my life I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon, and then settle in Lord, please help me up, I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down