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Pessimism
Singer/Songwriter
Pessimism was released on July 24, 2021 by Iris Moon Records as a part of the album Pessimism - Single
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Release DateJuly 24, 2021
LabelIris Moon Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM82

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ariana Duval
Ariana Duval
Songwriter
NK Music
NK Music
Songwriter

Lyrics

It doesn't matter where I'm from
Same type of people the same love
Came for relief from where I came from
But it's all a shame no
It didn't matter where I dug
Finding different patterns to know of
All the filthy diamonds in the mud
End up the same yo
I look at myself through a broken glass
A fingerprint of who I was once disappeared into the ash
A tragic misconception I had always thought to tell myself
Is if I'm troubled I can mask it till my conscience starts to melt
If I had to lie to be set free
I had to disappear myself
That's a reflection I been known but who I was I to test the belt
Sometimes I try to think that it's a case of sudden guilt
Blame everyone for my faults when I knew it was myself
And done whine to me
Life gets the same the more your living it
Metaphors recycled and replayed until you can't forget
Joy as easy attained as pain
And fulfillment will always remain the same
Cause greed will always coexist
And now I'm spiraling to see how far the light will bring me
Just as close as patience when the time of life forgets me
Soon the gates of heaven will unlock the 9 like 50
And the shot I took for what I built will end up falling with me
That's on God
It doesn't matter where I'm from
Same type of people the same love
Came for relief from where I came from
But it's all a shame no
It didn't matter where I dug
Finding different patterns to know of
All the filthy diamonds in the mud
End up the same yo
Yeah I'm pessimistic
One way or another it doesn't matter though
You hear the careless attitude then wonder if it's all a joke
Don't worry
My facts rely on mind state
Through times like this I mind people opinions than my own take
I unreason all the little things I find completely logical
Know of any facts that make me forget the chronological
Why am I blocking memories for trauma I knew existed
Try to forget the thought but somehow I can still relive it
Need to remember what truly made me pessimistic
Think every time I look in the mirror I just forget it
Maybe I need time
Maybe I need space from it
Maybe I need clarity to let go of this pride I get
This level of pessimism is one that's set before me
The cocoon I unravel from will find its way back to me
I know now
Remember when CJ had told me dat
Maybe I'll find my indecisiveness and cut out all the wack
Ugh
It doesn't matter where I'm from
Same type of people the same love
Came for relief from where I came from
But it's all a shame no
It didn't matter where I dug
Finding different patterns to know of
All the filthy diamonds in the mud
End up the same yo
It doesn't matter where I'm from
Same type of people the same love
Came for relief from where I came from
But it's all a shame no
It didn't matter where I dug
Finding different patterns to know of
All the filthy diamonds in the mud
End up the same yo
Written by: Ariana Duval, NK Music
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