If I Could Erase It

I want to be like you Forget what I said to Somebody I used to know When I was someone they used to know I try to be honest To grow into someone I'm proud of But you make it so hard When all you do is pull me down If I could do it all over I wish I could take it, throw it away And start over If I could erase it If I could start over There's so many things that I'd change If I could start over There's so much inside me I hate The past's supposed to stay Why does it follow me? I can't outrun myself If I could start over I'm sick of everyone around me Acting like they can't see The elephant behind me I'm in a constant state of stress From the weight that's in my chest And I don't wanna pretend that I'm okay I've always been the kind to (bury shit inside to) Let it rot and gradually consume me Let it build into a rage (that I take out in a way) That makes everyone I love fucking hate me If I could start over There's so many things that I'd change If I could start over There's so much inside me I hate The past's supposed to stay Why does it follow me? I can't outrun myself If I could start over Take it all back Let me erase me, erase me Take it all back I don't wanna see Take it all back Let me erase me, erase me Take it all back I don't wanna be this Let me erase me, erase me Take it all back I don't wanna be this Erase me, erase me Take it all back If I could do it all over, over I wish I could take it, throw it away If I could start over, over If I could erase it, I would erase it, yeah If I could start over There's so many things that I'd change If I could start over There's so much inside me I hate The past's supposed to stay Why does it follow me? I can't outrun myself If I could start over If I could start over