What I Get

Why do I, do I open up my heart For your teeth to rip apart? That's just what I get, that's what I get And why do I always sacrifice control Going down the same black hole? That's just what I get, that's what I get Oh-oh-oh-oh That's what I get, that's what I get Oh-oh-oh-oh That's what I get, that's what I get I see behind a thousand lies that you try to hide I bleed inside, you left your knife, but I'm still alive I love the way you kill me, I love the way you watch me die Life or death, a bullet to the chest, I'd do it again Just when I think I've cut you out You come with open arms to drag me down So why do I, do I open up my heart For your teeth to rip apart? That's just what I get, that's what I get And why do I always sacrifice control Going down the same black hole? That's just what I get, that's what I get Oh-oh-oh-oh That's what I get, that's what I get Oh-oh-oh-oh That's what I get, that's what I get You lit a fire then left me out in the cold You saw me dying, didn't offer a hand to hold You got me higher, but lately I'm feeling low I look into your eyes, and my heart is turned to stone 'Cause over and over I go under just to discover that It never mattered where I went because I'm coming back And in the end, you're the only Xanax I had 'Cause thinking of leaving is giving me panic attacks Just when I think I've cut you out You come with open arms to drag me down So why do I, do I open up my heart For your teeth to rip apart? That's just what I get, that's what I get And why do I always sacrifice control Going down the same black hole? That's just what I get, that's what I get That's what I get, that's what I get Oh-oh-oh-oh That's what I get, that's what I get Oh-oh-oh-oh That's what I get, that's what I get Oh-oh-oh-oh That's what I get, that's what I get Oh-oh-oh-oh That's what I get, that's what I get